Skye came and saw me at work today. And as soon as our eyes met, it's like we just knew that the hatred had to be over. I took one look at her and realized how much I missed our friendship. She ran towards me and immediately wrapped her arms around me and purely out of instincts mine wrapped around her. That's when all of it came back. The smell of her banana gum, the fruity healthy smell of her hair, the way my arms can almost wrap around her twice, the way our bodies can instantly melt and weld into each other. She started crying "I heard about Mike, I'm so sorry" Having her in my arms again and hearing her say it made tears come to my eyes. But not because my best friend is dying, but because I know I'm not alone. Thank god I have my baby back. Thank god that I have Terance, Dixon, and Adri to help me through this.
Fuck cancer.

Me and Amanda went on a date last night. I like how bold she is. It was a great kiss ;) I hope this doesn't make work awkward ;)

Today at work, Amanda asked me for my number, so I was like 'Babe I have yours, remember?' I've had it forever because I always consider texting her to cover for me, then think better of it. I've never thought much of amanda. She's hott, good ass, good brain. She's a good catch. But she's one of those girls that's too good. I didn't even consider her because she's too good. Too good. As soon as she said that and made me realize that I have a chance though, it was like a sudden light switch on. I gave her my number and hopefully we'll do something soon. A girl like her could be a good thing for me.
I want to give her the fucking kiss she's never had.

Oh my fucking god. I have completed the task of meeting the perfect woman. She walked right in and tried on some lagunas. Oh my god, the ass on that chick. Then she said something vapid, so I didn't bother. My woman's gotta have an ass and a brain.
I've been writing music like crazy, now if I ever get a day off at work, I'll go to a coffee shop with Terance and perform. Ha. That'll never happen. I'ma workaholic.
Adri always fucking wins. She always gets whatever the hell she wants. Believe me.

Alright. After saying all that, I feel a shit ton better. I'll admit I was harsh, but I think in this situation it was needed.

Fucking dumb dumbfucks.

Holy shit. It's like fucking being in high school again.
I swear to god, some girls are the dumbest fucks on this planet. HE IS FUCKING CHEATING ON YOU. And you're still willing to negotiate that? You're still willing to fucking stay? You're a dumb ass for staying. And if you are truthfully that fucking retarded, then you deserve to be cheated on. Don't talk to me about "I just love him so much" no you don't. You don't know shit about love. You just like the fucking attention that you're getting. You like that he chose you over her. You like that you can look at Adri, seriously one of the most gorgeous girls I've ever seen in my fucking life, and you get to think "He left HER for ME" So if he did that to her after a year, then what the fuck is stopping him from cheating on you? He basically cheated on Adri for you. So why wouldn't he fucking cheat again? What's that thing again? Once a cheater ALWAYS a fucking cheater. And don't you dare fucking lecture me about how Adri "cheated on him with Nik" I think we ALL fucking wish she would have. But I know for a fact she didn't. We go to the same gym and play ball together sometimes. He was fucking pissed she wouldn't. Two fucking days later she gets dumped on her fucking ass. TWO FUCKING DAYS LATER. She should have fucking boned the kid while she had a chance. But she was too busy being a good girlfriend while he was being a fuck face. He's the biggest slime ball I've ever even heard of. How can a guy like that score so many chicks, when honest to god good guys can't even get one. What the hell is up with that? And talking to you last night, I realized what a selfish bitch you are in true reality. You stepped on other fucking people's hearts for your own fucking good. And you still feel like you aren't a bitch. I can tell you don't even fucking like him. You just like being told that you're fucking beautiful. Well, what you're doing is ugly. You're so fucking desperate to fall in love, that you're dumb enough to stay with a cheating piss worm. You just want to the fucking attention. And you just want to feel like a fucking prize. Well, congratulations, here's a nice shiny medal for being a cheated on dumb fuck. I honestly fucking cared. I don't know why, but I went out of my way to try to prevent you from having your heart ran over by a lawn mower. Warning you telling you all the shit I've heard. And I know you believe me. So stop being a goddamn pussy, and leave his sorry ass. Are you afraid of being alone? Is that it? Then make some fucking friends and don't backstab them this time. Are you afraid that people won't tell you that you're beautiful? If you are on the inside, then you'll get told that. Do you just want to fall in love? That won't fucking happen if the relationship isn't healthy, you might think you're in love, but it's clearly not true. Why the fuck anyone in your situation would be dumb enough to stay is beyond me. The longer you stay with that fuckup, the longer you're going to be kept from a good guy. You're choice.
I don't know why the fuck this bothers me so much. I shouldn't care. It's just because I've BEEN there and done that. Looking through my old posts, those days were so bad. I wouldn't wish that upon anyone. But you're setting yourself up for it.
This whole world is fucking stupid, I swear to god.

Alright alright

Three: blake lively
two: miranda kerr
one: TAYLOR SWIFT

So fucking hott