So maybe I did give a fuck. This kills. I just want to go back to the days when nothing was more perfect than the way our hands fit together. When snowflakes would stick to her eyelashes as she danced around. I just want to go back to when we loved each other more than we hated.
So just go ahead and do whatever you want because maybe I don't give a fuck. Chop all your fucking hair off and throw it away. Stop dance classes. Wear more makeup. Just change everything that I loved about you, because I don't anymore. I regret every fucking thing we did. I wish I could fucking go back in time and never have sex with you because you're just a cunt and you don't deserve me. I wish I never would have stood up for you that day, I wish I never would have helped you make friends, and I especially wish I never would have took your hand or met your lips with mine. I fucking hate you Skye and I swear to god I'll make sure everyone else does too. You were a shitty girlfriend, but I was a shittier boyfriend because guess what: I was in love with someone else the whole time.
I didn't mean any of that. I just want you back in my arms. That's where you belong. Don't change. I don't regret anything. I've never loved anyone but you. I've never fucking loved anyone but you, Skye. I fucking love you, but you were killing me. How can the only thing thats killing me make me feel so alive? I think I'm just an addict. So maybe you need to go. But come back.
I'm so confused. All I know is that I want you. I'm going to get us back. This wasn't a breakup, you mark my words.
I just fucking love you. And love IS enough sweetie...