Ummm. Your mom.

I know I haven't blogged in a long time. My halloween was amazing though. I made an amazing tea pot. And Skye came to the same party. She was a ballerina and. Oh. My. God. Could she be any more beautiful? After lots of dancing, I'll admit it, I stripped off my costume. So I looked just like myself the rest of the night. And. I kissed her. Yeah. That's right. I KISSED SKYE!!! It was amazing. It was a slow dance and so I asked her to dance with me. I'll sound lame if I tell you which song it was, but I don't care. It was can I have this dance. Yeah. From High school musical. But it was amazing. And I was singing in her ear the entire time in the cutest, studliest way and at the end of the dance I put my lips to hers. It was perfect for us. When I pulled away, she looked up at me and smiled her beautiful, shy smile that makes me blush. That's right, just her smile makes me blush. It was perfect. I swear, the world was swirling around us. I keep thinking about it over and over again and every time, without fail, I get butterflies. But I haven't kissed her since then because I want to make sure that every kiss is worth something and that they are special. I refuse to waste any more kisses. Today I walked her to all of her classes though. And held her hand. For everyone to see. And you know those couples you see and they make you smile with envy and you think they are amazing together? Well, today, me and Skye were that couple. I think people approve of us. But even if they didn't I wouldn't give a shit. Because she is amazing and completely special and I wouldn't let her go because what people think. No way in hell. Just between us though, I think I'm going to ask her out tomorrow. I'm thinking a single rose. And a slow dance to no music except to our heartbeats. I hope it rains.