Monday, October 5, 2009

It might only make sense to those who get it

Long, long day. I'm exhausted so there is no time for me to make this one "pretty"

It's masculine, alright!

I was late to rugby practice. Again. God, I know. So then the coach made me run three extra miles to "discipline me" and it was raining. Hard rain, of course. So rain is PELTING me in the face and my jersey is completely soaked through and I'm calling my coach tons of awful words in my mind, but then I started to run out of insults

Bitch

Cunt

Douche bag

Bag of douche

asshole

...

munter.

And I was like, WHOA where did that come from? Then I remembered where that came from. And it made me smile. During the worst time of the week I was able to smile because I called my coach a munter and it made me think of someone.

But then I got home and I was just dripping wet so I took the warmest shower of my life. It felt great. And the smell of my cologne reminded me a little bit of Adri because she was the one who suggested I buy it and a little bit of Terance because he wore the same brand. And it was a nice feeling to be able to be reminded of people who are SO fucking far away. Sorry Dixon, I didn't think of you. Then I started reading the Scarlet letter. Which by the way, SUCKS ASS. And I just got to the part where the little devil child is dancing on someone's grave when my phone went off. It was my sister and she went on for a while about flowers or something and how she needed my help for this that and the other.

To be honest I stopped listening as soon as I said hello.

I mean, good god, I swear I've hear the exact conversation a million times. I don't care about the flowers and shite. That's pretty insensitive of me, but you learn to stop being wedding involved after the colors have changed five or six times. I can't even count how many times Uncle Morty has been invited and uninvited. Wedding drama, I can only hope that I never have to deal with it. My fiance won't be crazy. Hopefully. Anyways, so my phone was on speaker and Brit was going on and on, so I started reading again. Then she was FINALLY done talking. THEN my

phone.

Rang.

Again.

Luckily this time it was only the library calling to tell me that a book I had put on hold was in. It’s called the House at Riverton. Who knows, maybe it will be worthwhile. I’m really looking for a book to change my ways of thinking. Inspire me. I think it’s the cold weather. I always crave inspiring things in the fall and winter. Then in the summer I want something fun to read. Idk why. DKNY.

Mmmm, I’m tired of typing so I’ll do some flashpoints.

Cali calls and I can’t say no

Love is wayyyy too confusing for me

I’m just a guy, what do you expect? God.

I solved the mystery way before Karl

I literally spilled the beans. And stained my white skinnies L someone get me some oxyclean (BAM!) please

I took a risk and a chance, but I still don’t know if it worked

Sometimes I feel like I overexpose my personality K

I got butterflies when I saw something today <3

I just realized the time.

I learned a new song in sign language. 2000 light years away, by request of the one and only Adri J I love you, guuuuuurl. I’m in Miami Trick.

I wrote a new song today

-Drake Tonguedownyour Throte

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