Jeesussss

Please be happier. You don't love him. Break up with him so you can be happier again. Because I miss feeling your smile. I want you to know that I'll be here for you. Because I care about you SO much. It's pretty ridiculous how much I care about you and how much you mean to me. Which I know sounds really stupid because I've never even met you and you're so far away. But, you've changed my life in so many ways. Even if you don't know it. You've altered the way I think and act, in good ways, I swear. I haven't done very much for you, but I really want to. I want to alter your life in some way. I want you to always remember me. I need you to. Because I know it's right. I can feel it.

Please don't be unhappy so you don't hurt him. It's time to do this for yourself. Don't be scared. You'll still have Cheney and Kiri And Kayleigh and everyone else. And I know it won't do anything to say this. But, I'll be here for you too. If you ever need someone to talk to I want to be there. If you ever need someone to comfort you, you can bet I'll be there. I don't ever want you to cry, but if you do, I want to be there for you. I want to be the shoulder for you to cry one. But we both know that is a little impossible. I don't ever want you to be afraid of coming to me because I really want to help you. I want to be someone you can lean on and trust. You make me feel like a good person and like I'm doing something good. And like there is still hope in the world. When I talk to you I like to think that a little of my spark comes back. You renew my spark. I know I need you in my life even if I don't know why I do. But I really do need you. And you mean so much to me. I really meant it when I told you that. Felicity, I won't let you lose your shine. I want to be there to help you sparkle. Please let me. <3