Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Mating call.

And we're good no worries. I understand what she meant and we both took it too far. It was stupid and we were childish but we're good now :)
It's been a way good day. And I've found that I'm not a good formal dancer. I'm actually quite rotten and I can't cha cha worth shit. I had a very lovely teacher. I'm just an awful student. I'm sorry but I only know how to get down and dirty. I like dancing when I'm drunk because no one cares how much you grind all over and nobody gets all up in your grill because your form is wrong. It's more fun to freestyle I'm finding. More expressive for sure. And I like being able to express myself. But when I do it usually just consists of sexual desires being portrayed. I'm such a good dancer :) I wanna party right now but I have to wait for new years. I have to save up all my dancing skills for that one night. Skye won't be there and I'm honestly scared that I'm going to cheat on her. I don't want to. But it's in my nature to do that kind of thing. You know... to throw away a perfectly good thing just for one night. I'm just dumb. I hope I don't do that though.

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