I didn't cheat. Not even tempted. Well. A little. But they were too far away anyways.
I didn't get a new years kiss. But I did later that afternoon. It was pretty sick. But things aren't the way that they used to be. And I know I have to do something about it. But I'm really scared too. And the advice didn't help. I'm left wondering now.
Constant fucking wonder. And it makes me stressed. And I don't want to go to school tomorrow feeling the way that I feel right now. Or her going the way that she feels now. I don't think that this is right anymore. It used to be though. It was wonderful and it still might be. it could get better. Fate... give me a sign. I could really use one right about now.
Hey. Sweetie. I don't know if you'll ever see this but if you do I want you to know that I want this to work. I'm trying. I only have eyes for you. And I'm trying to be good enough for you if you ever implied that. I love you, girl. You're my heart. Well, you have my heart at least. You had me at hello.
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