So the day after I broke up with Skye she didn't even come to school. I know she wasn't sick. She was just sluffing. And I don't know why but that really did make me sad that she was so heartbroken that she couldn't even face me or even come to school. Her friends were giving me dirty looks all day and her old friend Blake came and threw his fucking mountain dew on me. I got FUCKING pissed off. Like are you fucking kidding me? I'm Drake Throte. Do you seriously think you can do that to me? So later I shoved him in a garbage can and poured my jamba juice all over his fucking way-too-gelled hair. Then a few other people spit on him. He can rot in hell :) Do not mess with me. I don't know what she said to them to make it sound so bad. It wasn't that bad. I'm pretty sure she was ASKING me to break up with her. And I think that we'll both be happy through this split. And maybe we'll be able to be friends again and figure out our problems. I hope so. But I swear to god I wasn't mean when I broke up with her. I didn't make her cry more than what she already would have. It was a break up of course she'll cry don't get mad at me because I did what I had to do.
But anyways. I saw her today for the first time. Since. Well. You know. But it crushed my insides. When I saw her I still expected her to come and jump on me and spin. I still expected that my lips would be able to touch hers. But we both know that can't be. I think she was thinking the same things though because she smiled at me really happy then she turned all sad. But she kept my gaze and I like like that she didn't avoid eye contact. It was a little awkward, but after that she continued to give me little sad smiles throughout the day. I miss her alot. And what we used to be. I really know we had something special. I'll never forget that.
I'll never forget.
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