Sweetie lovey bear... sugar plum... pumpkin pie... my sexual unicorn

Skye didn't find out I don't think, but I'm still incredibly embarrassed to look her in the eye. Braxton wants to hang out with me like twenty four seven and I have to remind her almost every five minutes that I'm really just not that into her. Why doesn't she understand that what we did just made her more unattractive to me? She seriously disgusts me. And I disgust myself even more. My wang has been way too many places. I used to be at least pretty clean, but now I'm just a standardless motherfucker slut. I can not stand the way that I acted on Saturday. I shouldn't have trusted myself to get drunk and I shouldn't have been grinding all over the place.

Why did I let that happen to myself :/

I wouldn't mind just dying right about now.