Today I got asked to Jimmies today. Even though it was a guys choice dance I still got asked. Her name is Braxton and she's pretty damn cute. We talked at lunch and she told me that she had "just been waiting for me to be single so she could nab me" she told me there were girls that were just waiting for me to no longer be Skye's man and then it was like a race and she had won. I don't know what I did to deserve all this love from girls but I still love it :) Braxton told me that I could get any girl I wanted. I don't know why she thinks that and why I've been told that before. I'm really not that special. I'm not extremely good looking not to mention that I'm also too short, I have really bad language, think dirty thoughts constantly, and have extremely high expectations. I'm probably a bit of a dick. So why can I get any girl I want then? Like what the fucking hell?
But anyways I'm really excited for this dance it's going to be the fucking sex. Neon colors. Strobe lights. A girl that is just slutty enough. Grinding will be permitted. And I'll probably be able to find some drugs (that I won't do of course ;)
But I don't think that I'll have anything with Braxton after this. I still need some time just by my lonesome. I don't want to be smothered for a while. I'll just go on dates every once in a while. I'll take a break from all the late night texting or basically texting in general. I'll give my tongue and lips a little time off and just take this time to find myself. Because I'm not really sure that I know who that is. But when I find him I hope I love him.
Thank you. For everything. But especially for the strength that I borrowed and the light you shone on me.
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