Sunday, January 17, 2010

Oh some people's whores...

So I guess there was protection involved because I was finally man enough to talk to her. She said there was a condom and she's on birth control and she did that plan b thing or whatever. So chances are like .0001% but then we started talking about how it all went down. And she admitted that she completely used me because she knew I was that drunk. I thought it was mature of her to tell me that so I told her that I don't blame her for anything or hold her at fault. Because I don't anymore. And I could see in her eyes that she was sorry. So I forgave her. But I don't even know if I had anything to forgive her for. It takes two. I shouldn't have been drunk.
But we're still going to be friends. She's a really nice girl.
Skye. Love. Thank you for helping me get through this and be strong. I don't know what the hell I would be without you. You're so much more than just what you think you are to me. Not only am I in love with you completely, but you're also my best friend. I can't live without you and I don't know how I did for so long. You're the girl who taught me the meaning of love and the one I'll never fucking forget. You can count on that. You're the one that I've always been looking for. The one that has never been a joke. You're the one I always fall asleep thinking about. I love you more than you can fucking imagine. I love you more than there are grains of sand in this world. You're my everything. You're my heart, sunshine, and Skye.
Can I have photograph to show my friends that angels truly exist?

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